I woke up to some English guy asking me if I was NO. 153. No, it wasn’t any English guy, it was that guy we met outside. You remember yeah? Well, he told me it was my turn. Unbelievable, I thought, how long have I been sleeping. I looked at the time, and it was 2 pm. Wow. I hurriedly rushed into the office for my interview, and so as not to waste so much time on this story, I came out, happy. Hopeful that somehow I had impressed them and quite confident of a call in the near future. I entered my car, and instead of driving home, I decided to get melf to some fast food joint and get me something to eat. Damn! I was hungry. You know the kind of hunger that makes you feel sick, yeah, that type. I put on my phone, and as expected messages started to flow in. Text messages, Pings, Twitter mentions, Facebook alerts; and please don’t go looking at me like am one jobless guy, cos for God’s sake, I am!!! Sorry for that outburst; happens a few times. As I was saying, messages did flow in, a whole lot of them. I felt my face flush, and my heart beat faster. Somehow I knew, I had to check these messages and i couldn’t do so driving. I approached a filling station, drove in, and parked on the side. I decided to start with the text messages first. Confused, yet still. I opened the one from Temi’s sister Biola and it read thus– “Sammy, where are you? My sister just had an accident, please call me back when you see this. I have been trying to call you since morning, but your phone has been switched off. Please call me, it’s really serious.” The second message was no different from the first, but this time it was from my Best friend, Vincent, whom I haven’t mentioned cos we had a little misunderstanding the day before. My hands were shaking as I called Biola, Temi’s younger sister and only surviving sibling. I needed to know where she was. She picked the call on the second ring, and her crying voice didn’t do anything to ease my growing discomfort. I asked her what hospital they were in, and she told me. The hunger was gone. The hopeful thoughts about my job interview too. Why now? What was she doing outside that early? How did this happen?
I held on to those questions as I drove to the hospital. On getting there, I saw Biola talking to the doctor. Her eyes were swollen from crying and she immediately came to hug me. I held her for a few moments and then solemnly asked her what happened to Temi and how she was doing now. That turned out to be the wrong question to ask, as she sobbed loudly on my shoulders. She couldn’t even say anything. I turned to the doctor for help, as he asked me if I was in any way related to the patient. I felt like answering, well, uhmm, no, am just a stranger hugging her sister for comfort, but I was in no mood for a joke whatsoever. So, I told him, I was the patient’s fiancée. Bluntly, he gave me the bad news, “am sorry Mr.? He asked for my name– Samuel I said, yeah, I am sorry Mr. Samuel, he continued, but your fiancée is in a coma right now and we are not so sure she is going to come out from it.” That was it. The little sanity I was trying to maintain evaporated. I shouted back at him, “ What the hell do you mean you are not so sure she is going to come out of it? Is that what you are supposed to be saying? Won’t it be better if you put in more optimism towards your job? I kept it at it for a while, and the doctor? He didn’t say a word. The damn guy was obviously used to such emotional rants. I calmed down a bit to ask where she was, and requested to be taken to her. On seeing her and the way she lay, lifeless, at least that’s what it looked like; with all those machines I didn’t know their names, attached to her in one way or the other, I broke down. I knew nothing about medicine and hospitals but I saw what the doctor was saying. She wasn’t bandaged all over, or hanging limbs, but the color was gone from her body, you’d think she was dead. Where was she driving to and how did this happen? Those questions all over again. Then it occurred to me to check my phone for that call I cut off in the morning, and I wasn’t surprised to see that it was her. I went through my messages to see if she sent me any, and there it was; the reason behind all these. Her message read thus “ Sammy, am on my way to your house, and I’ve been trying to call you to let you know. I’ve got something important to discuss with you. Something I can’t tell you over the phone”. And just as i was about to maul over the text and wrap my head around what she wanted to come over to my place to tell me, the doctor walked in. yeah! The same doctor. He told me he had the results of the blood tests they did and that he wants to be straight with me and all. I was short of breath when he told me. Temi was 2 months pregnant. The pieces were beginning to fall in place. She found out she was pregnant and was coming over to my place to tell me. She tried calling me, I wasn’t picking, she sent that test message, I didn’t reply. Only God knows how worried she might have been. She didn’t even make it to the house. God. What was happening? Is this real? Now, I have two people to worry about. The doctor waited for me to say something, but instead, decided to leave me to my thoughts. This was surely the end for me. If she dies, I will definitely not survive it; I knew that.
I left the hospital to go get my things. I insisted on looking after/over her myself. She wasn’t responding to anything at the moment and there was nothing more the doctors could do.
Sitting down on her bedside and thinking to myself; can things just change tomorrow? Wishing I could take it all back. Everything that happened including the job interview. In my current state, a job wouldn’t even be the answer to my prayers. I wish… I wish!!!
FILLER STORY:
“Baby”… Like a whisper straight to my soul. Again, the voice, and the name. I jumped from my slumber remembering where I was and who I was with. Did she just call me? Again, “baby”… Yes she did. Temi was awake finally. This was a miracle. Yes! Totally… I fought against the thought of calling the nurse as I wanted to be with her just for the sake of the moment; as I held her hand. The joy and the tears that came when she tightened her fingers around mine.
Straight to the point— she recovered well enough to leave the hospital and come stay with me… we got married a month after she made full recovery. Our baby was alive and well. Everything was working out well. Oh, and I forgot to add, I got the job. Yeah yeah, that job I went that almost cost me my source of joy. And well, they pay very well, so am not going to pretend and say am managing. Nah!
It’s been a year after that whole incident and when I look back, I wonder what would have happened if she got to me on the phone, and made me stay home, and still have that accident. The job wouldn’t have happened, I might have even lost her. Who knows…
Main Story (Continued):
“Sammy… Sammy! Sammy are you alright, Vincent enthused.” He was shaking me by the shoulder. “I’ve been standing for more than 3 minutes and you haven’t said a word. I thought it was because of the misunderstanding we had, but you didn’t say anything when I apologized either. Please Sam, don’t kill yourself because of this. Temi wouldn’t want you to worry so much; you know her.” I was still as dumb as a donkey. How real were my thoughts? And how I wanted them to be so real that I got lost in them. God, please, I beg you, grant me my wish, I prayed. Vincent was trying so hard to encourage me and all, but I knew deep down inside, that my life was over. There was no way I could continue living. And by the way, this was my third day at the hospital and you know what’s worse, I DIDN’T GET THE DAMN JOB. What? Am I Job?
Well, hell no… But every man has a streak of bad luck once in his life. They have a choice either to deal with it and live. or not deal with it and live. And yet still, not deal with it and die in no time. This was mine, and I sure as hell, will not, cannot, and won’t even try to deal with it.
#Random:
Temi and the baby didn’t make it. Samuel died two weeks later in a road accident. They said he was drunk and he hit a tree with his car. Very unfortunate, if you ask me. Although we all know, that somehow, he took his own life and he wasn’t going to be sorry about it. He blamed himself for the death of his beloved. Why he should, I can’t tell from the story. But it sure was one sad story.
Morals:
If wishes were horses, our forefathers wouldn’t be dead and there might not have been us.
Pray you are one of the lucky ones.
Do anything you can to survive… emphasis on the ‘survive’, not the ‘anything’.
Life’s full of bullshit, but we have to learn to deal with our problems somehow.
Death is not the answer to everything bad that happens to us.
Love is sick. #my opinion though…
Our playful decisions can be life changing, lifesaving, life-taking.
Try and stay alive for those who love you. Who knows, if you live a careless life and die, your death might cause another death, and you might be judged in the gates of heaven as a murderer, even in death. Funny, but I know I wouldn’t take the risk of trying!
STERZ VICTOR…
